Beaming with satisfaction, a rainbow smiled on the cerulean water and verdant vegetation surrounding them. Fresh breezes wandered into this cathedral from every corner of the earth, spreading the fragrant grace of lush roses, camellias and gardenias for all to enjoy and stirring the leafy branches of wax myrtles and elms to sway with the spiritual music of my African friends. A taloned duck strutted deliciously on the bank, craving his breakfast of ripe tomatoes shining from their vines. With their ears back and necks stretched, ravenous rabbits transformed into meerkats and nibbled gratefully at hibiscus flowers. Colorful parrots and bright flamingos danced on the walls with flamboyant peacocks and toucans. Monkeys played on ropes suspended from a tree while a lion stood statuesque guarding this kingdom.
As I
sipped a banana coconut tea, I should not be surprised were a zebra or giraffe
to meander by. The sun rose higher. It was Sunday morning. And I was home.
The
journey had been long and unpredictable, as many are, but what perplexed me
most was not how I had gotten here, nor that I had even made it at all, because
I had trusted in God to hold my hand and lead me, but that I could not remember
when this journey began.
I
think it began as a new doctor trying to become busy and take care of more
patients. I met Margaret, a 60 year old
black woman who fit the stereotype of the Southern maid. She had been the private household maid of a
prominent Charlotte family. Poor,
uneducated, with few skills, and with her health problems spiraling out of
control, she rode a bus to my office to get help with her failing vision. Her longstanding diabetes and hypertension
were beginning to take its toll but she was still friendly and quick to laugh. After examining her, I told her the bad
news. She needed laser surgery in both
eyes to prevent her from becoming permanently blind.
She
asked if I could do the surgery and I said I could, right here in my office
with a special laser I had purchased.
But, she confessed, she did not have any medical insurance nor any money
to pay me. She seemed dejected at her
circumstances and said so.
I
thought for a moment, trying to understand this person and empathize with her
as I had learned to do.
“I
bet you make a good coconut cake.” I prodded.
Margaret
smiled and laughed, a twinkle forming in those failing eyes of hers. “The best.” She grinned proudly.
“Do
you make it in layers, with fresh coconut, and let it sit for a few days before
serving it so it gets all good and juicy?”
I teased.
“No
other way to do it.” She laughed but
seemed surprised at the depth of knowledge of coconut cakes coming from a
skinny ophthalmologist.
“I tell
you what,” I offered, “you be here Thursday afternoon with one of your homemade
coconut cakes, and I’ll do your surgery.”
Margaret
argued for a while that I needed to be paid, that I could not do this for free,
but when I persisted, she agreed.
Thursday
afternoon came and Margaret stepped proudly into my waiting room, handing my
receptionist a chilled, heavy plastic cake container as she signed in. “Give this to Dr. Branner. He knows about it.”
I
did her laser surgery that day grateful that I had been given the skills and technology
to keep Margaret from losing her vision.
And when I scheduled her second eye, she kept her word, traveling on the
bus to my office, cradling another juicy, homemade coconut cake all the way.
I
still see Margaret. And Margaret,
thankfully, still sees me. Now retired
she can still see to raise her children and grandchildren, and she sometimes
sends them in to get their eyes examined.
And every once in a while, she even brings me a coconut cake.
What a lovely posting! Margaret is "real" to me through your story-telling!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Mary. Many of my patients inspire me to be a better doctor and a better person. I enjoy sharing their stories.
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